A fateful event
forced me…
to look
at the “bright side of life” again.

Forced me…
to “come back”…
and take my stand.

Before I could do it,
I had to fuck
the damned past.
I decided to do.
And succeeded.
Partly.

Never have been
an emotional gravedigger.
I always preferred solutions!

Rage and loathing
for myself
could not stop me.

Now – there is no more rage.
Just disappointment,
when I think about my past.

Succeeded again?
Partly!

There is another step to do,
Fighting against
the shadows of this time…

I’ll bring it…
I am at work on it :-))).